söndag 28 juni 2009
torsdag 25 juni 2009
Hiding inside the lush forest of home
Finally back home in Vargön, and this time for good for the summer! Now I have the chance to relax again and see the universe....well this IS my own little universe back home so. Before I went back I had a final meeting with my supervisors and it did not go that well unfortunately, I have failed to do my work properly! It could be explained by the lack of focus now as I often have had my mind on other things lately, or it could just be me explicitly.
Now I have gone from those worries at least, I have a few things to take care of before I can fully leave it but I am gonna take this day off from it beforehand to collect my thoughts. I have a big project for the summer also, I am unsure still if its possible to complete within the short timespan of two months but I will try and do my best!
Right now I am relaxing for a short while in the sofa, just back from a nice little run out in the fields and a cool shower to follow. The weather is absolutely lovely so I will go out and welcome it back, hopefully it will stay for the summer also!
Now I have gone from those worries at least, I have a few things to take care of before I can fully leave it but I am gonna take this day off from it beforehand to collect my thoughts. I have a big project for the summer also, I am unsure still if its possible to complete within the short timespan of two months but I will try and do my best!
Right now I am relaxing for a short while in the sofa, just back from a nice little run out in the fields and a cool shower to follow. The weather is absolutely lovely so I will go out and welcome it back, hopefully it will stay for the summer also!
lördag 20 juni 2009
ME phone home...
Well I've been back to Lund for a while now, and a lot new has happened both good and bad. Firstly I have had a great breakthrough with my master project now, I've finally got a full simulation to go from start to finish. Unfortunately this is only a single stellar component that I want to observe and make sure that the star is behaving rationally, only problem is I have to write a program to be able to analyze the single star data, and that has not been a walk in the park completely. But now I have readable data to look at, all that is left is finding my time steps and hopefully I will see a wobbling star. *crossing fingers*
Meanwhile the problems back at home are constantly stacking. My grandfather is not getting better, and I don't like being here in Lund really while I keep hearing the news about this. It's troubling and constantly eat away my thoughts. Irritating, enerving, disturbing they cloud my mind and takes away my smile.
The reason that I can not yet go home is that I have a meeting on tuesday with my supervisor, hopefully able to show some results from my analysis so that I can come to rest about that and go home to visit my dear relatives.
Still, I also have decisions to make and urges to restrain. I have to keep focused on my school work, unless that will eat my thoughts while I am home during the summer. Dammit, this is all going to hell!
Meanwhile the problems back at home are constantly stacking. My grandfather is not getting better, and I don't like being here in Lund really while I keep hearing the news about this. It's troubling and constantly eat away my thoughts. Irritating, enerving, disturbing they cloud my mind and takes away my smile.
The reason that I can not yet go home is that I have a meeting on tuesday with my supervisor, hopefully able to show some results from my analysis so that I can come to rest about that and go home to visit my dear relatives.
Still, I also have decisions to make and urges to restrain. I have to keep focused on my school work, unless that will eat my thoughts while I am home during the summer. Dammit, this is all going to hell!
måndag 1 juni 2009
Summertimes, and some good old memories
Time passes on, ever so slowly. I've had time to visit my grandfather now which pained my heart to see his condition. But he was alive and had some strength in his body, that made me a bit happy to see at least.
Between all the work of visiting and seeing relatives and family I've tried at least to do some work with my masters project, but I can't get anything working from my computer. And now I might have to send it in because the mousepad is starting to misbehave, not reacting to my touch from time to time. Bloody electronics!
I've had some success finding some girls that I at least hope have interest in meeting me, and see where things might lead. But it is hard to tell if they keeps answering me only to be polite or of interest. I hope it's the latter.
I've had some time between all errands and trips also to take a nostalgic trip by bike between Vänersborg and Vargön to take some pictures for me to bring home and look at later when I might need something uplifting.
Vargön Alloys is the only industry in Vargön, creating Alloys for export throughout the world. Unless someone has beaten them, they have the biggest oven in the world also but I am too lazy to make sure it is still correct. Actually the industry is on the spot where Vargön first started, on a small island in the river Göta Älv which runs from Gothenburg up to Sweden's biggest lake Vänern.
On the opposite side is the old railway-bridge and the lovely green carpet surrounding it.
On the outskirts of Vänersborg, not far from Vargön is a lovely little corner of Vänern which sets up beautiful scene of nature. Not often used to for swimming, but sitting on the bridge and enjoying the view is what a troubled mind needs.
Between all the work of visiting and seeing relatives and family I've tried at least to do some work with my masters project, but I can't get anything working from my computer. And now I might have to send it in because the mousepad is starting to misbehave, not reacting to my touch from time to time. Bloody electronics!
I've had some success finding some girls that I at least hope have interest in meeting me, and see where things might lead. But it is hard to tell if they keeps answering me only to be polite or of interest. I hope it's the latter.
I've had some time between all errands and trips also to take a nostalgic trip by bike between Vänersborg and Vargön to take some pictures for me to bring home and look at later when I might need something uplifting.
Vargön Alloys is the only industry in Vargön, creating Alloys for export throughout the world. Unless someone has beaten them, they have the biggest oven in the world also but I am too lazy to make sure it is still correct. Actually the industry is on the spot where Vargön first started, on a small island in the river Göta Älv which runs from Gothenburg up to Sweden's biggest lake Vänern.
On the opposite side is the old railway-bridge and the lovely green carpet surrounding it.
On the outskirts of Vänersborg, not far from Vargön is a lovely little corner of Vänern which sets up beautiful scene of nature. Not often used to for swimming, but sitting on the bridge and enjoying the view is what a troubled mind needs.
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