Keep moving forward

Oh, how time flies! The bachelor exam ended with nothing but stress, stress, stress! In the end I did hand in a report, but with too many flaws. Nothing is perfect in the eyes of the maker I guess..... Let's hope it won't ruin my changes of a higher grade than passed. As I understand I will know it for sure by the end of next week when I will have an evaluation meeting. I'll keep my hopes up until then.

On the 28th of June I became more of a man than I had been before, I turned 23 and got older. My brother Markus, along with his girlfriend and a work companion from my summer job celebrated me the day before. It was beer, chips, new and old stories from work and...yeah a 50euro bottle of "fake" champagne also. Nice way to end my 22nd year, but I am still disappointed with the start of my 23rd year, although I hope it will improve. After that ending of my 22nd year, I went along with my brothers and Emmeli to our parents' summer cottage and spent some time. Relatives came to celebrate me and it ended with a nice barbeque on the evening with the family. The day after I headed back to Lund, where I am sitting now after my 2nd day on my summer job for this year.

Mostly this day has been devastating. My meeting with Melvyn, which I am working for the past 4 weeks, and Daniel went horribly. I felt like a moron walking out from it, completely made a fool of myself as my head wasn't working with me at all when Melvyn asked me his questions. Life might be cruel but this was a massacre. Maybe this about being a researcher is to aim too high for me anyway? I'll make it through this summer, and the coming two years and I'll make up my mind then. Need to find more to do except studying though, luckily there will be some board gaming this summer which hopefully will set my mind of Melvyn, galaxies and the universe's dynamics.

I hope to buy a new mobile soon now, one with a decent camera, so that I can have some pictures posted here soon enough also. Then this blog will be filled with colorfol pictures from my daily life...or gray I don't know yet. Well well, times flies but unfortunately the dirt on the dishes doesn't. Back to reality.