Clear skies and only worries

The summer has clearly, unless you've been boring and stayed inside for a month, arrived early to Sweden. Unfortunately I haven't had such a heck of a time lately; no rest for the body or the soul to calm down. With so much going on now with my grandmother and her cancer, and my poor grandfather who gets worse for every day as well, I could really use some comforting silence.

The big problem to this equation however is that I have my master's project and future to think of also. I have not come close to as far as I had hoped before the summer, and I do not like the idea of having to spend every wake hour now to do something about it.

It is at times like this I long back to dear old Vargön with its beautiful calming nature where no demands exist but only being yourself. I wish I could have that all the time, but that's what you have to live without when you don't put a huge university in the middle of the woods but straight at the centre of a big town. Painful but I will make the best out of it all.

Now all I have to think of is going back home to Vargön tomorrow to visit especially my dear old grandmother who I haven't seen even since I heard about her cancer. I will have to stay away from Lund for a long time it seems.....thank god.