Summer is here

Two and a half week in Vargön, and it feels as painful as several months. My grandparents' health is not improving, especially my father's father whos health and just ran down all the way now. He is unaware of the presence of people around him and constantly keeps twitching as he sleeps, he is in pain still. The only thing we can do is wait and hope that he finds his peace soon so that the pain can't get him any more.

My grandmother on my mother's side is still not well either, but she is awake although most part of her days she spends in bed. Sometimes she can just sleep through most of the days even, but she has started on the rehabilitation and started to get some strength and movement in her legs, but its slow progress so far.

I am glad I chose to spend this summer in Vargön, so that I wouldn't feel restrained by distances to visit my relatives during this time. The fact that I don't work for the first summer in many years also has given me the time to work on some of my own projects which are long due to be initiated, more details as they are completed so that I don't have to feel ashamed that I don't finish them.